The blower's daughter

And so it is
Just like you said, it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

That's my to go song for when I'm sad. These last two months everything has changed so much, so fast, it's hard to keep on going. On one side, I'm incredibly happy doing what I always wanted to do, living in another country, doing research, programming, challenging myself. On the other side, I fucking miss everything and everyone. My parents, my brothers, my friends, and don't get me started on my dogs... I miss Wini the most, even over all the above mentioned. I never thought life without her would be so damn hard. I find myself avoiding anything that has to do with dogs, I see a dog in the street and I look away, I've cried a lot because she's not here. The first couple of weeks were the hardest, waking up and realising I'm all alone, she's not there to jump to the bed and wake me up, she's not there waiting for me when I get home from work, she's not here lying beside me while I'm typing this... Life is so empty without her...