I feel so fucking sad..

.. so sad that you can't imagine.

I fucking miss you so much, you have no idea. But i also know that you don't care. You don't miss me at all. And i understand that. But it hurts so bad.

Why when i told the world that i was happy, this happened? I really was trudly happy, completelly happy for the very first time in my life. Everything was perfect. And know, it's gone. Like that. Just for a fucking asshole who doesn't matter to me. And the one that matters to me, the only one, i know he doesn't love me anymore.

Well, i deserve it for not being a better girlfriend, even when i gave my best.

I wish you nothing but happiness. I know you won't read this, you never really cared about my blog.