Y sí.

Guadalajara, Jalisco. Viernes 20 de abril 2007. Arena V.F.G. Alrededor de 8:45 - 8:50


Intro. Y luego, salen los viejitos sexy. Mmm, se ven muy bien desde acá arriba. ¿Qué puedo hacer? Soy pobre y no tengo pa'l boleto de hasta adelante. Y luego, ¡cantemos!:

"Love In An Elevator
Livin' it up when I'm goin' down
Love In An Elevator
Lovin' it up till I hit the ground"

"Toys in the attic". So true:

"Leaving the things that are real behind
Leaving the things that you love from mind
All of the things that you learned from fears
Nothing is left for the years

Toys, toys, Toys In The Attic
Toys, toys, Toys In The Attic
Toys, toys, Toys In The Attic
Toys, toys, Toys In The Attic"

"Falling in love (it's so hard on the knees)". Ah, eso es taaaan cierto:

"You think you're in love
Like it's a real sure thing
But every time you fall
You get yo' ass in a sling
You used to be strong
But now it's "ooh baby please"
'Cause falling in love is so hard on the knees"

Y "Cryin", my life, so far, so good:

"I was Cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Your love is sweet misery
I was Cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' 'cause I let you
Do what you do to me"

No esperaba Eat the Rich Y luego:

"Believe in all the good things
That money just can't buy
Then you won't get no bellyache
From eatin' humble pie
I believe in rags to riches
Your inheritance won't last
So take your Gray poupon my friend
And shove it up your ass"

Y luego, el momento cumbre de la noche. Yo no esperaba que la cantaran, no quise hacerme ilusiones por que no quería que me rompieran el corazón (poit). Y sí, sí la cantaron. Mi canción, mi canción favorita sobre todas las canciones que he escuchado en mis 21 años de vida. Mi canción, que en algún momento yo sentí en mi vida cada frase de lo que describía, para después vivir un desengaño. Mi canción, cuya dedicación no sólo no fuera siquiera tomada en cuenta, si no hasta cantada a alguien más. Mi canción, que desde ayer decidí no volver a dedicarla nunca para no volver a corromper el significado que tiene en mí. Mi canción, que sé que muchos critican pero, como siempre, me vale mi3rda. Mi canción, I don't want to miss a thing:

"I could stay awake, just to hear you breathing
Watch your smile while you are sleeping
while you're far away and dreaming.

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
where every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure

don't wanna close my eyes, i don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause i'd miss you baby, and i don't wanna miss a thing
'cause even when i dream of you, the sweetest dream would never do
i'd still miss you baby, and i don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you, feeling your heart beating
and i wonder what you're dreaming, wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then i kiss your eyes and thank God we´re together
i just wanna stay with you in this moment forever,
forever and ever

i don't wanna close my eyes, i don' wanna fall asleep...

I don't wanna miss one smile, i don't wanna miss one kiss
i just wanna be with you, right here with you, just like this
i just wanna hold you close, and feel your heart so close to mine
and just stay here in this moment, for all the rest of time

i don't wanna close my eyes, i don't wanna fall asleep
'cause i 'd miss you babe, and i don't wanna miss a thing
'cause even when i dream of you, the sweetest dream would never do
i still miss you babe, and i don't wanna miss a thing

i don't wanna miss a thing..."

... Mi canción, la que espero algún día volver a sentir en mi vida cada frase que describe.

Después de escucharla, creo que no existe algo en algún concierto que pueda hacerme sentir lo que experimenté en ese momento.

y la reseña, continúa otro día...

Ahí se ven : p

Yo me voy a ver a Steven Tyler y sus compas viejitos.

Y no, no te voy a traer nada.

Crap

I feel so strange.. .i don't feel sure about anything in my life, not with my friends, not with my career, not with my relationship, not with my family. The only thing that i have for sure in my life is my faith, ahd i hope it will help me to walk through this.

My older brother is leaving to another country, far away from here, and i feel so sad about that. I don't want him to leave, i know i'm gonna miss him like hell, i know i will miss his laugh, his hughs, his intelligence, his comments, his trust, all of him. But i also know that this change is very important to him, he needs a change for himself, his life and his career, he needs a new enviroment, new friends, a new love and not that stupid bitch.

My youngest brother is so sad about his situation, he misses that little boy that is like his son, he misses that woman that he loves so much, it's so unfair that he fell in love with her 'cause her situation, and i know he deserves so much more than that. I wish i could do something for him...

My family isn't ok right know, i don't feel good with my parents, sometimes they say things that hurts me so much, that hurts my trust and my heart...

My relationship isn't the same... he knows that i need him to feel the same that i used to feel, in all the sense of the phrase, but he can't give it to me.. if this goes on like it's doing, i know that by the time he feels all right i won't need it anymore, and all will be maybe more cold than it is now.. i don't know where is this going. There are so many things that are not the same that they used to be. I don't know if it's evolution or they just died. I don't know if it's for good or for bad, i don't know if they will come back or this is a new age of the relationship. All i know is that i don't feel good, i don't feel happy like i did a few months ago.

And at least but not less, my career.. it's so messed up, i hate it, i hate my school, i hate the people that studies there, i can't stand them!!! I hate them, they're so hypocrities, so fake, they're such bad friends, they just proved me that this past "trimestre", i don't want to see them, to talk to them, to be their friend again.. i don't want to go back to that school, i want to work with animals, that's my dream, too bad that i discovered so fucking late!!!

Ahg, all my life is so crappy right now...

All i have is God...

Son chingaderas

El aborto es asesinato y se acabó.

ora sí ya me voy :p